Agh... Things have been more troublesome then they seem... crying You see...Remember when I talked about those three guys I liked? I've sortaish decided on one...but he doesn't like me...and it's making me sad...but...idk... I guess I never really liked that other guy, he's soo different than he used to be... And the other guy in the three, He's...with someone else...so yeah...plus I think we'd be better friends. Anyways...The guy I like...Likes other girls. From what I've noticed... And I've snooped around and found out that she likes him too actually.. So that makes me feel so much better! *fake smile* confused I always fake s**t. I'm a stupid loser, I want to just run over to him and tell him I love him...But i can't. sweatdrop Not when...he likes someone else...it's always been this way, all the time...I never get around to it and then he's with someone else. It kills me... I guess, I'm not his type. And maybe I should deal with it. But I'd rather risk it and loose him completely, then never say anything and still loose him.
He means a lot more to me than he thinks he does...and i don't care what anyone says anymore.. Everyone thinks I'm stupid for liking him, but I do anyways! They're all like..."why the heck do you like him?" But I don't care what they say about him, I like him.... crying ...and obviously he doesn't care... Cause if he liked me...he would tell me...or at least talk to me...
I'm pretty much screwed... gonk
Courtney-Chi · Thu Jan 03, 2008 @ 10:24pm · 1 Comments |