In this reflections so dark with the love he has for one girl. Or is it love. He would so greedily take her ion his arms just to hold her there as he felt her. How she felt.He would live in this greedy world of such disgusting creatures. Creatures like him. Humans were disgusting and disgracful. They had no right to be ont this beautiful earth that was ruined by their greed.He had always thought of it that way,but the night he looked at himself. He looked at himself with pure hate for himself. He saw his greed from the way he looked at her as she laid across his bed. He way he looked down at her while she talked and only wished for more then just wanting her so much. THat each hug or touch would make him temble. Did he love her? O did he love what he saw of her. More then anything else. He looks in the mirror. He wants to kill every last life out of himself. how could he do that. While someone waited for her at home. Her home with her baby as he loved her so much. He could see his unbareable look that he had never given this creature before. A brother almost would never glare in this way that was so unbareble a simple friendship would crack and fall into little peices. Like the mirror as if stabbed at. Yet would something crash in the side of his head that she thought of him more then he thought of her. Did she love him. Or did she have lust for the same reason he did. He threw a punch at the mirror as it quickly broke. He saw his reflection break into a million peices and he threw another puch and another. As the blood dripped from the reflection. He toke another shot at it as it broke into so many peices. Like his friendship. Like his heart that belive it was love and then when she toke her spot on his bed. He realized it was so stupid. He thought of his greed and watched the blood drip from his damn reflection.
 ACrimsonRevo · Sat Jan 05, 2008 @ 08:53pm · 0 Comments |
