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crying I'm having problems again. With some of my friends and in my household. This one is going to be short because I have to leave in the next minute or so. I'm too upset, too pissed off to do anything. To depressed. And I'm trying not to let it show. And it does. And I break down. And people are able to see for a couple of minutes or so how I feel. But I never tell them. I'll never tell them. I'm sick and tired of people saying they'll be there for me and never do. I do the same. I do the same. I'm not going to lie. You want to know why? (You: *nods*) Because when I try to be there for people, and I always am, all you have to do is point me out or give me a damn call, they turn me down. Hurtfully. So i gave up on being nice to people. For people. Well times up. Gotta go. Bye.