To meet me,
You might say I'm the shy,
Quiet type,
One lacking of dialogue,
Who speaks not
But a word or two.
While this holds true,
Inside,
That is not the way of it.
While the shyness is there,
Inside...
Held withing my body,
Pushing as hard as they can...
The way I wish I could be,
Yet it's so hard.
It's so hard,
Just to let out my emotions,
Just to be...
To be who I really am.
My real personality
Resides within me,
Banging on the doors
That are my actions.
How I wish to open those doors,
But I can never grasp them.
My hands,
They never reach.
How I long for the day
That I open the doors
And show the world
Who I really am.
Because I'm not the shy kid
Everyone sees me as.
Not inside, at least.
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How,
Oh how...
How might a human be so cruel
As to destroy
Such a magnificence
That are the wolves of this planet?
Just the thought of it
Pierces my heart
With a needle of flame.
I amaze at how this goes on,
The killing of the wolves...
It feels as if we humans
Are tearing apart our own kin
In a meaningless struggle,
Like we are declaring
That our right to live
Is greater than anything else's right,
That we are more important,
Enough so to treat everything else like dirt.
It's sad what we've become,
I can't believe
That people can be so mindless
Of the life around them.
Even now, I hold back tears.
Wolves don't deserve this!
What did they do to us?
No, these killings are not retribution;
In turn they are pointless.
To me, killing a wolf
Is like murdering a partner
Who you've been through everything with,
And who you love and treasure
Over everything else
In this world...
To have to watch them die,
I will not have it.
No, some day...
This will end.
I will see it so.
You might say I'm the shy,
Quiet type,
One lacking of dialogue,
Who speaks not
But a word or two.
While this holds true,
Inside,
That is not the way of it.
While the shyness is there,
Inside...
Held withing my body,
Pushing as hard as they can...
The way I wish I could be,
Yet it's so hard.
It's so hard,
Just to let out my emotions,
Just to be...
To be who I really am.
My real personality
Resides within me,
Banging on the doors
That are my actions.
How I wish to open those doors,
But I can never grasp them.
My hands,
They never reach.
How I long for the day
That I open the doors
And show the world
Who I really am.
Because I'm not the shy kid
Everyone sees me as.
Not inside, at least.
----------
How,
Oh how...
How might a human be so cruel
As to destroy
Such a magnificence
That are the wolves of this planet?
Just the thought of it
Pierces my heart
With a needle of flame.
I amaze at how this goes on,
The killing of the wolves...
It feels as if we humans
Are tearing apart our own kin
In a meaningless struggle,
Like we are declaring
That our right to live
Is greater than anything else's right,
That we are more important,
Enough so to treat everything else like dirt.
It's sad what we've become,
I can't believe
That people can be so mindless
Of the life around them.
Even now, I hold back tears.
Wolves don't deserve this!
What did they do to us?
No, these killings are not retribution;
In turn they are pointless.
To me, killing a wolf
Is like murdering a partner
Who you've been through everything with,
And who you love and treasure
Over everything else
In this world...
To have to watch them die,
I will not have it.
No, some day...
This will end.
I will see it so.
Well, that's it. XD On the first one... most of my friends that I only know on Gaia probably won't know what I'm talking about, because on Gaia I'm always the cheery, playful, social one, sometimes even cute or a touch girly, who hugs everyone and just talks about whatever. These are examples of what is held inside all the time. If you were to meet me in the real-world, though, I wouldn't be very talkative, mostly just nodding to whatever is said, with short comments every now and then, and I laugh. I'd still be one to like a hug, but I seem a lot more shy and such. I've realized that this shyness isn't quite something that I want to get rid of; I just long to be able to overcome it at any given time. As it stands, it is hard for me even to start a conversation with someone. But yeah. And the second one... most should have expected that from me, and if you don't agree with the main point of it, I'm sorry, but you must be crazy. XD
Lol thankies for reading!! ^~^ heart 3nodding
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