Well, its been quite a while since i've posted something here...and not surprisingly i dont have anything intersting to say this time either :3
I'm pretty happy that my art shop seem to be attracting more interest...it really warms my heart when people enjoy my art <33333
UMM...besides that, im still indulging in my excessive Deathnote fandom. >.>
As if 2 sets of figurines werent enough...ive ordered over 10 doujin's from japan ( I NEED TO LEARN JAPANESE ASAP!)...drawn fanart...and planning on writing a monster Deathnote fanfic. XD Seriously, I'm almost like a different person after watching that anime...it kinda snapped back alot of interests i had that were kinda just floating away. Art, writing, drawing...etc.
Once in a while, I'll suffer from little bouts of depression...or like a feeling of emptiness. I have heard that my medicine (methotrexate) can do this. (I have RA, and metho is heavy stuff) I know its not my monthly visitor since it happens randomly. Believe me, it really really sucks. Normal things that i enjoy doing seem very apathetic to me. I dont have motivation to work on comissions, or watch anime, or read a book, or hang out with any friends or enjoy food or my favorite coffee...usually i end up sitting at my desk or the couch, knees drawn up to my chest, just looking absently out the window. But ever since this fandom...if i ever feel down, i can always muster enough moitivation to write a little or doodle a little deathnote fanart and even that makes me very happy and bring me out of my mood. Funny how an anime can kinda...change a person, right? Deathnote > Depression.
Well...it was nice to type this out actually...perhaps in the future i will utilize my journal more often to kinda get things off my mind. heart
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