Sometimes I stop and think...How come Im the only one who feels alone. I dont know why I say things I dont mean or do things without thinking or why I feel the need to scream instead of talk. I cant seem to control myself when I really need to. I dont have anyone to call my love. I constantly feel the wight of the world crashing down in me, I never know which person who loves me I will lose before I can say I love you. I dont know if I'll die tomorrow and if I should tell a guy how I feel when I like him. I feel alone and frogotten, I feel damned to walk this earth in the shadows and feel comfort in travling by darkness. I have no clue if there really is someone out there who will understand me and love me for who I am. I need some one to love me. I want someone to love me. Im just scared I will somehow lose that person like everyone else I loved. Im only 14 and I feel this way haelp me!!!
xXx-Nuala-xXx · Sun Feb 17, 2008 @ 05:57pm · 0 Comments |