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opening doors
alright the reason i named my journal opening doors is i'm trying to get people to open up and realize that there are things and people around that you never notice or thought about if you read my journal entries i'm sure you'll understand(hopefully)
the roses
most of the time if a dad gives you something its a way to show their love,but for some reason it's dirrent for me. when my dad gives me something he's trying to cover something up that he wasn't suppose to do,(drink alcohol), and tonight he symbolized his betral with roses and said he got them cause he loves me, in other word he was drinking and he didn't want me to tell my mom. he had made a promise to me that he would never drink again...if we let him live in the house again, a lie, my mom and i have been fighting with him to stop since, and thanks to him roses will forever mean betral to me emo
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xxxLASHERxxx
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Mon Mar 17, 2008 @ 04:07am


i dout he well keep the promise.i hate when my parents fight.but id b ok if thy got a divorce but it seems worst in ur case.try talking to ur dad about how u feel.or not.
when my dad does stuff i just yell at him for it.but tats ovisly not the rite thing 2 do but i do it anyway.and if the roses hurt u them give it back saying i cant accept it or
throw it away.its up 2 u.i dont got any good ideas to help cuz tat seems very hard to manage but, at least .and try expersing ur emotion some how.talk 2 1 of ur frinds about it or somthing.that helps me.or write about it, do anything tat makes u stop thinking about it.cuz it seems like it well b in ur mind for a while sad


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