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so yeah, tosay is a busy day. i have band from 6-7 (yes i am leaving early) then i get to my EFA class late. and thats until 8:45... then i come home and do nothing til sleep.
Ahh!
Sweet oz!
What is it? what's wrong?
How can it be?
What does it mean?
Is obtrotious!
It's obscene!
Like a froggy, ferny cabbage, the baby is unnaturally green!
Kiss me too feircely, hold me too tight. i need help believing you're with me tonight, my wildest dreamings could not forsee lying beside you with you hunting me, and just for this moment, as long as you're mine, i've lost all resistance, and crossed on borderline and if it turns out it's over to fast i'll make every last moment last, as long as you're mine. maybe i'm brainless maybe i'm wise but you've got me seeing through different eyes somehow i've fallen under you're spell and some how i'm feeling the stuff that i've felt evey moment as long as you're mine i wake up my body and make up for lost time say there's no future for us as a pair, i kno i may know i don't care, just for this moment as long as you're mine i'll be how you want to and see how bright we shine borrow the moon light until it is through, and i'll be here holding you. as long as you're mine what is it? it's just, for the first time, i feel wicked
unlimited, just look at me i'm limited, and just look as you you can do all i couldn't do, glinda so now it's up to you now it's up to you i've heard it said that people come into our lives for a reason bringing something we must learn and we are led to those who help us most to grow, if we let them and we help them in return, now i don't know if i believe that's true but i know i'm who i am to day because i knew you like a comet pulled from orbit as it passes the sun like a stream that meets a boulder halfway through the woods who can say if i've been changed for the better because i knew you i have been changed for good. it well maybe that we will never meet again in this life time so let me say befre we part so much of me is for mwhat i learned from you you'll be with me, like a handprint on my heart and now wahtever way our story ends you know you have rewritten mine by being my friend like a ship gone from it's mooring by a wind off the see, like a sed dropped by a sky bird in a distant wood, who can say if i've been changed for the better because iknew you i have been changed for good and just clear the air i ask forgiveness for the things i've done you blame me for but i guess you know there's blame to share , but none of it seems to matter anymore (big huge duet) who can say if i've i've been chaged for the better i do beleive i've been changed for the because i knew you x3 i have been changed for good
(random noises in backround) i can smell the death on the sheets covering me i can't believe this is the end. but this is my deathbed i lie here alone if i close my eyes tonight i know i'll be home. the year was 1941 i was 8 years old and far far too young to know that the stories of battles and glory were the tales a kind mother made up for a son, you see dad was a traveling preacher, teaching the word of the teacher my mother had sworn he'd gone off to the war and died there with honor some where on a beach there, but he left once to never return, which taught me that i should've learned, whatever i thought a father should be i abandoned that thought like he's abandoned me by 47 i was 14 i'd aquired a taste for liquor and nicotine i smoked until i threw up and yet i still lit them up for 30 more years like a machine, so right there you have it, the one filthy habit is what got me where i am today, i can smell the death on the sheet covering me i can't believe this is the end, i can hear those sad memories still haunting me so many things i'd do again, but this is my deathbed, i lie here alone, if i close my eyes tonight i know i'll be home, got married on my 21st 8 months before my wife would give birth, it's easier to be sure you love someone when her father inquires with the barrel of a gun. the union was for from harmoniuos, no two people could've been more alone than us the years would go by and she'd love someone else and i realized i hadn't been loved yet myself. after marriage your typical speil, yeah if life was a highway, i was drunk at the wheel. i swear i was destined to fail, and fail from the start. i bowled about six times a week. the bottles of beam kept the memories form me our mairrige had taken a 7 10 split and along with my pride the exwife took the kids, i can smell the death on the sheets covering me i can't believe this is the end. i can hear thos sad memories still haunting me so many things i'd do again, but this is my deathbed i lie here alone if i close my eyes tonight i know i'll be home. i was so scared of jesus but he saught me out, like the cancer in my lungs that's killing me now and i've given up hope for the days i have left, but i cling to the hope of my life in the next then jesus showed up said before we go one i thought that we might reminice see one night in your life when you turned out the lights you asked for and prayed or my forgivness. you cried out, the tears they soaked your fur, the blood dripped from your face you said what have i done, you loved that lamb with every sinful bone and there you wept alone your heart was so contrived you said jesus please forgive me of my pride sanctify this withered heart of mine stay with me until my life is thorugh and on that day please take me home with you i can smell the death on the sheets covering me i ccan't believe this is the end i can hear you whisper to me you'll never be lonley again ,but this was my deathbed, died there alone, when i closed my eyes that night you carried me home
wow, well my hand is cramping up so i'll stop writing....
 dead_ruler102 · Wed Mar 19, 2008 @ 09:20pm · 1 Comments |
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