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well today is probably the worst day ever. you see i have this aunt. this aunt who cannot take care of herself. she's 50 years old and still has to depend on her younger sister (aka my mom) to bail her out of all her problems. well the latest problem is the fact that she got kicked out of yet another house because she can't get along with her landlord. so we got stuck with her stupid lab that does nothing but chase a fricken ball all day. well today i got home to find out, my aunts lab attacked my yorkie and bit her eye out. great way to spend my dad huh? so i am in a really bad mood. i am really pissed at my aunt because she is constantly pulling this type of s**t on us and her daughter. i'm also pissed because i'm not normally the kind of person who gets emotional or has big problems. i don't like to let people see me cry because it makes me feel weak. but today was different. i needed someone to talk to. i desperately wanted a shoulder to cry on, so i called my best friend. she didn't answer her phone or return my calls. i know it's wrong of me to expect her to be her when i want her. she has her own life, but i still feel let down. i'm always there when she needs me, and the time i need her most she can't even check her messages. all i can say is thank god for tori because if he hadn't answered his phone when i called, if he hadn't let me cry, and swear and rant to him i don't know what i would have done. thank you for being there for me today. you really are one of my most treasured friends. i thank god to have someone as special as you in my life. i hope you know that. i couldn't live without you.