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Why Am I Always So Happy? Here's The Answer!
in case u were wondering why im so optimistic all the time, the answer to that is that i think. yea i know. "omg i think too". the thing is, i think TOO much! when i wuz a kid, i always got in trouble for spacing out in the middle of class. i did that last year too, so i went to the school counserlor and told her my spacing out problem and she told me that thats how i get rid of all my worries. if im sad, the best thing to do is to leave me alone and let me think. so my counserlor told my teachers to let me space out in class if i need to, unless i need to know something important. all of the other students r jelous of me. im all lik, "its not my fault that my sis teaches me stuff before u people. its not my fault im smarter than the rest of u." (not to be offensive) but since im ahead of the other students, i hav permission to space out. my life is probably harder than u peoples lives. i liv a very hard and tough life. my parents r lik grandma/grandpa age, my sis is a freak and a lez, and my brother is verbaly and physicaly abusive. and i hate to say this but i wuz switched at birth and so my family treats me differently. my mom gives me extra attention which makes my sibs hate me even more. my dad ignores me most of the time. my bro is jelous of me because im the favored one in the family, and my sis treats me like im a freak. sometimes. i luv my sis the most. she is the nicest one in my family. sure she hits me or sits on my once in awhile but she is nice to me most of the time because she knows wut its lik to feel different. i am the only one in the whole family line that has blonde hair, the rest have dark chocolate hair (almost black), im the only one that has hazel eyes with brown, green, and blue while everyone else has dark brown. im different but im the smartest one. since i spent most of my childhood neglected, that gave me time to study and think since i had nothing better to do. when i think, i think about that plus other things that r personal. but now that i have most of that behind me im always happy now. im kind of lik my very own phyciatrist. i fix my own problems and after they r all fixed im always happy. so thats the story of why im always optimistic about these things. if u wanna tell me wut u do to get over ur problems or hav a problem that u wanna fix, just talk to me and i can help. ^_^ dramallama
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