So, my stepmom.. She doesn't even deserve the title. She's more like a maid to me. A maid that can pleasure my dad, if you want to call screaming and harrassing and threatening pleasure. She's the person I hate most at the moment. She just doesn't get it at all! I say one thing and she makes up a whole big story. I mean, what the ********]? You lying little b***h, why don't you crawl back to your worthless mother. Grrr! making up parts of my life that didn't even happen. Making up stories to get me in to trouble. Yes, I'm such a great kid you award me with punishment. What kind of ******** award is that? Huh?
But, I guess my dad's going to get rid of her soon. He's going to be a teacher, a really good teacher. He doesn't want to be weighed down by a cow like her when he an have 10x better. I really can't wait. Maybe he'll upgrade this time. I've had two stepmothers. One was a hick and a b***h and the second was a royal b***h and maybe a little redneck and a wannabe fer sure.
Why can't people stay together when they commit to each other? First month: I love you, I love you! Let's get married!
Second month: They're married and doing fine.
A couple months later: They begin the 5-year-long road to hell. Harrassment and threats go out everywhere.
I've know my lover for 4-5 years. I've been with him for 2-3 years. I am by no means sick of him. I mean, we've been going out for atleast 2-ish years over the internet and I do not tire of him! Sometimes we have nothing to say. We're not arguing and wanting to tear each others heads off. We're not going 'oh I can't screw you for pleasure anymore so what's the point'. We actually worry about each other. I mean, damn! We actually love each other.
If we can do it why can't the "grown-ups" of our world do it? I thought they were adults? I thought they were supposed to set examples for their children and teach them right and wrong. I have love... Only because I know what love isn't.
MarionetteOfShadows · Wed May 14, 2008 @ 02:27am · 0 Comments |