You never know what you truly have until you truly have it... And, I think I have it all. I mean, I used to think I had it all... But, most everybody knows how that ended up. Now I feel on top of the world, like I've never felt before. I'm hardly ever upset or sad or depressed... And that's all due to him. He's sweet and loving and caring and these four months have felt like years.
It's like... Somebody tested me for something good and ended up giving me something great. I mean... You couldn't find another guy as faithful or sweet or caring... Some one who knows what to say, what to do at all the right times... Somebody like the guy that I got. And I'm going to make sure that I have him for a very, very long time... As long as I can hold on to him. [:
I mean, he's the guy that I want to have 459734534 years from now when I have a little girl and she's looking through my old stuff going... "Who gave you this? Who's this in this old picture?" And I want to look at her and point in the next room and say, "Well, that was your daddy a long time ago." And it'll be so heartwarming and bring back some of the good memories that I savor today.
That is what I really want in life, I have found out. I want somebody to have and to hold, to love for all eternity and have a family with. And, y'know... I've found him. I really have.
In all my 17 years, I've never met a guy quite like him. Sweet, sensitive, caring... All the right things at all the right times. I love him for it... I love him for all the little things about him. I just love him. [:
Here's to almost four months!
I love you, Luffy. [:
 MarionetteOfShadows · Thu Jul 02, 2009 @ 05:40am · 0 Comments |
