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Everything can be thrown away.
Friendships, memories, good times, relationships, just like trash, can be burned, forgotten and locked up.

Think about a friend.
One little fight can build. If one another talks, there are times were the both of you will feel like you are in little bottles, and the other is winning. On the other side, your friend is feeling the same way.
But when you tell them, the defend themself and say the same.
How does that make you feel,


like the worst person in the whole history of friends.


Me and my friend Mikki are the same. we get angry, but when I am angry at her, it's more of a fear than an angry. It's a hurtful fear. I am afraid that if I'm angry at her, I should just die because I'm such a tarible person. That's what I have become. Whenever she says I've changed, and I feel the same, again, I feel like the worst person in history.

But suiside is wrong.

Whenever I think of it, I feel horrible. Te first face I see is My brother's and sister's face, crying. The next, Mikki's. Then there goes my mom and dad.

But Suiside is wrong.