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crying crying crying crying crying crying
i ..cant even tell how aweful i feel
My parents....i love them..bu y wont they not understand me
cry
they dont understan how its like 2 b me...
they cant b expectin me 2 do everythin
its hard 2 do stuff at home all d time
i go 2 skul...work...nd then they expect me 2 do things at home as well
bu...bu what abou me?
what abou my free time...
i have sooo many things on my mind goin on cry
cos im goin 2 b 18 soon...nd...nd...i havent even decided what i wanna do in my ife
i havent even done propary what i wanted 2 do in my life...
its like my teeneger life has ended when i was 14.. sad
then i moved...nd it was like...i changed..
no fun...nothin just doin things at home
yes..i am cryin as im writin dis..
cant explain d pain i feel...only god noes
ri now i hate my self....i no that my parents want me 2 b mature nd all
bu i dont feel mature yet....
nd i hate my self ri now 4 bein d person im... cry cry cry cry
not fair.... crying .....