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Rough Times
I've had a really rough day..it feels like the weight of the world is crushing me. I feel like the one thing that matters to me might soon disappear, and I can't even tell yet..I really don't like waiting, and I hate worrying. my mind is telling me everything is gonna be alright, but there's a small whisper telling me things are going to come crashing down. I can't help it, really.. I just care too much maybe. I maybe should have been more cautious with things, but that's the way I am. I just don't want to end up alone for the rest of my life. and I think this really is my last chance for it..I want to be able to live happily with someone by my side. That's all..I never once thought of it as a way to prove my ex wrong, I don't care if he's wrong or not.. I just want to know.. sad
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