http://www.rodiary.com/Melody/
That's the link, its updated pretty often...like how I used to update this one.
Right now, I'm crying...and sad, and stuff...I miss Chris, and I don't know where he is or whats goin on or anything. I recall a lil while back he said he may not be on much...but he said that in a sense like....not everyday, but everyother day...and its been so long since I've heard from him and now all I can do is cry. It's not fair...that I can't know...because of whatever the stupid reason is.
Can't disappear like this and not even have the decency to tell me why...I really thought we were close than this. But I gues I was wrong...I guess whateve idea's I had of a friendship concerning him was just another one of my ******** up fanatsies. Whatever thoughts and dreams and wishs I had were just...stupid...because he's already forgotten me...
I hate this so much...
Stupid...jerk....grrrr...he could atleast call me...if it really mattered all that much he would, wouldnt he? Josh used to call me despite the fact he didnt have longdistance...and Chris and I...my Onii-san....is suppose to be....closer than that....and he won't even call me...and my ******** mom deleted his number....teh, she thought it was this creep weed guy from around ******** idiot....but eh, doesn't matter, 'cause I'm not even worth calling...
Don't even know why the ******** I tried.
I am quitting Gaia Online now.
...and no, you cannot have my stuff.
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I still call
It's okay to dream...we all do it.
Please Courtney. Don't quit.