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They say that the most dangerous kind of foe is one with nothing to lose. Afterall, if they have nothing else in life they won't care about losing it, whereas an enemy with loved ones will try to stay alive and fight to protect them. I suppose I'm one of the former enemies then, the type you don't want to fight....
But maybe I'm getting ahead of myself, you don't even know what's going on, you just happen to be the unfortunate soul that I've decided to destroy.
I have no family, no friends, no loved ones. I'm a beast, a freak, feral, crazy, I've heard it all.... it wasn't even because of something I did, not to begin with anyway; it was what I am. I suppose that's what driven me to this, but I'm not insane, I'm not a brainless creep who kills for fun - I kill because I have to! If I didn't things would be alot worse for the world, then i would be crazy and no-one would be safe. The beast within me would shatter my self-control and make me into the wild, terrifying beast I'm so close to becoming. I control myself better than most would in my position. Can you imagine? Having nothing and no-one? Nothing....
But anyway, yeah my life is empty but, you know what? I think I prefer it that way! Nothing to drag you down or risk your life for. Perhaps my life would've been different, I might be missing out on some of the greater things in life, but I don't know any different and I'm still alive so I guess the fact I have nothing to lose is the key to my survival.
I suppose that's all I have to say. Make sure, in the next life, you think about what you have and count yourself lucky; because some creatures will be having a lot worse time. Remember!
*a piercing howl reverberates through the air, followed by a strangled scream. The poor person who stumbles across my kill, will see blood covering the walls of a hotel room, dismembered limbs along chunks of flesh and muscle litter the floor and furniture; a single phrase is scratched deeply into the wall at the far end of the room, it simply says 'I'm not sorry....'*
 rubywerewolf · Wed Jun 04, 2008 @ 10:29pm · 1 Comments |
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