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OMG Yesterday Patrick sent me a text asking me if I wanted to go shopping on Thursday.
Well Guess what tomorrow is Thursday, and guess what boo ya! I'm going, but god am I nervous.

Patrick is just so ******** hot. I hope I don't annoy him or anything, and I really hope he likes my hair cut.

Yes, I admit it. I'm still head over heels for him, but what can I do? I doubt he would ever ask me out, but hey, you never know. I'm not all to sure if I would date him right away..

I would want to get to know him more. Cause I don't want to end up being used again. I have been used 1 to many times by men, and I don't want it to happen again.

So all I'm hoping for it to become a little more closer to Patrick.
The only thing I don't like is so many girls are after him. (including myself) So I'm just worried a girl will take him away from me. So when we are shopping I will do what he says, and be on my best behavior, and I hope not to get on his nerves.

-takes deep breath- I'm so excited. I have to meet him at the mall around noon. He told me he would take me home. Not sure where we are going to I know one of the stores is hottopic. the one he works at in washington.
Hell if he wants me to dress a certain way. I will.

I mean there isn't anything wrong with change, after all thats what I'm doing now.
I got rid of my lip rings, and working on my goth pants. trying to cell them so I can get my car on the road.
(course I know I shouldnt use my Tax return money on clothes, but hey I really need new clothes.