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This is a journal entry for shammi. This won't quite cover exactly how i feel about you leaving - but i thik you'll understand how i can't put everything I want to say into words. Here goes:

You don't even know how much i'll miss you - and you don't even know how lucky i feel to have met you at all. Even though most likely - i'm going to be upset about this for a LONG LONG time - i'd rather keep the memories having met you - even though they'll make me sad, than having not met you at all, and still being some nobody who tags along like a puppy dog at someone with long black hair and too much eyeliner's hair...(not you....someone far sicker...) Of course i won't ever forget you - and will continue to wear your donated school tie throught my years at our nun-a-licious school. I'll never forget all the things you've done for me - and of course how amazing you are.

I don't think I'll ever find a friend like you again. T-T This will truly be cheesy, but you are, in fact IRREPLACEABLE.
I'll always remember your bravery: poking mr.fitton's a** with a pen (LEGEND)
Taking the piss out of Dr. Edwards (DOUBLE LEGEND)
And ofcourse - the whole will fish incident. <3<3

I don't think I'll really realize what's happened until you're gone. The only thing i can relate to at this particular moment in time is the hollow feeling as an extremely early christmas present from you, shammi, on monday morning. The word 'cardiff' said it all. I promise you that i'll never forget how awesome you've been 0 and i promise you that I will see you again - we will meet up, kay?

Nice choice of music, blink 182 - down...slightly coincidental - i've been playing that song over and over recently.... but - the song that relates to you most right now is blink 182 - 'i miss you'. I think mrs.prudlove should invest in some lifeboats for hunthouse basement....Be prepared for drowning in tears on friday....

No matter what happens in jolly cardiff (screw you south wales! =p)you'll always be my best friend - and a LIVING LEGEND. I owe you so much shammi. I'll miss you.
Love you. eleanor. xx