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The Real Truth to life

I hate this cold heartless world we live in because we have no way to protect ourselves from life which bears a horrible truth. That truth is that life is just as plain and simple as this your born, you ******** up your life, and you die. It's a common knowledge that no matter if your born with a purpose in life or not life ends in the same you end up DEAD rotting in the ground forever because even though you may have thought that you and your purpose were special you weren't even though you never were in the first place. Once you do realize that you arent special and never will be you'll think to yourself when I die will I go to Heaven or Hell? Well does it even matter what's so special about Heaven and what's so crappy about Hell what is the fact that in Heaven you'll be graced by god or is it that in Hell you will be damned for all eternity. Whatever what if after you die there is nothing at all. But I'll let you believe what you want but keep this in mind no matter how hard you try you can't escape these two things the truth and death


Listen

I'm truly infuriaed with this world because of all the crap they put on T.V with all the stupid news reports about killings, war, tradegy, and all that other s**t it just pisses me off kids watch T.V and I don't think that's what they want to watch but to make it even worse these subjects are starting to appear in mere children's programming which isn't a wise thing to do ever because hearing about things like that take away a child's innocence and when that's taken away they start to see the world for what it is a hellhole meaning this world will have yet another person to worry about things they can't control at all and we don't want that so if this has opened your eyes to this epidemic that is destorying the innocence of children of this world take a stand.

Ten

There are many things in this world I am not aware of these ten I am though:
1.People worship money
2.Love will never be as sacred as it was before
3.I'm not meant to find love.
4.Over the past few years I have grown wiser.
5.War never brings much good.
6.My soul was born in the darkest pits of hell.
7.My friends will always be there when I need help.
8.Your family is the best thing in the world cherish them.
9.Hiding how you feel can backfire if you never let it out.
10.No matter how much life sucks it's never bad enough for you to take your own life.
What the Future might hold

For a few days now I've been thinking of some questions that I asked myself which were. What will be different about myself within the next five years? What are my goals? How will I effect the world and the people around myself?How can I change the world? What am I going to do about myself? and Will I be able to handle these changes? Well I've come up with some answers they're not permanent but just for now anyway. 1. The thing that will be different about myself is that I'll probably have a large aray of tattoos and/or piercings, I'll will hopefully be able to run a track 10 times without effort, and I'll be more muscular(hopefully). 2. My goals are to get into a good college, gradute and start a home computer business (isn't sure completely what area of computers yet.), go to Japan for awhile, then ultamitely retire and explore. 3.I think it depends on how positive or negative I am towards things. 4.I haven't figured that one out yet. 5.Hopefully in a couple years I can get a job and save up for college. 6. Personally I think I can handle them.