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Now you say you're lonely
You cried the long night through
Well, you can cry me a river
Cry me a river
I cried a river over you

You drove me,
Nearly drove me out of my head
While you never shed a tear
Remember?

I remember all that you said
Told me love was to plebeian
Told me you were through with me

Now you say you love me
Well, just to prove you do
Cry me a river
I cried a river over you
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The first time ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
And the moon and stars were the gifts you gave
To the dark and the empty skies.

And the first time ever I lay with you
I felt your heart so close to mine
And I knew our joy would fill the Earth
And last and last and last
Till the end of time my love
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As long as the sky exists
And as long as there are sentient beings
May I remain to help
Relieve them of all their pain
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How many roads must a man walk down
Before you call him a man?
...
How many years can a mountain exist
Before it's washed to the sea?
...
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind.
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When the past no longer illuminates the future, the spirit walks in darkness.
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Time passes, and little by little everything that we have spoken in falsehood becomes true
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No, she will not get rid of her frown

A heart's only two teardrops upside-down


Each one of those tears was shed for you

After her heart was broken in two


So will you fix her heart? Let her live her dream?

Or will you leave this mess for someone else to clean?


I bet you don't even know that you caused her such pain

So many tears shed, her pillow is stained


She thought you would love her, she could see it in your eyes

But you turned out to be another jerk in disguise


Down her cheek more tears started to cascade

She went to the bathroom and got a razorblade


As she watched blood pour out from her wrist

She thought of the life that she will have missed


She realized that death was not the right way

But when the ambulance arrived it was too late


Once such a great girl, but now she is gone

Do you now see that pain that you caused?
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Green eyes watching me,
Faces from the walls,
No one seems to see them,
Hidden from any ones calls,
A million voices,
Circle round my head,
Telling me a thousand things,
Until i see dark red,
They talk to only me,
A deafening shower of voices,
Blinding away all else,
And i have no other choices,
Why can no one see them,
If they listen they still cant hear,
But its driving me crazy,
And no one can reach near,
I beg them to leave me alone,
To let me just be,
They never listen,
Those green eyes watching me.
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Another endless night

The moon’s starless sky

Makes darkness seem so right

Lost in the blackness

Struggling all alone

With no relief in sight

I say “I must stay strong”

But my will power is fading

How long will I last before making tempting regrets?

Doing my best to stay sane

But insanity calls me by name

Edging near the blade

I must put this away

But first just a little pain

It makes the rest seem okay

That this darkness isn’t real

That this is only in my head

Maybe one day

I’ll believe what I say

I’m in the dark now

And misery knows my name
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Slice by slice I cut you away

Cut by cut you caused my pain

Drip by drip you cannot stay

Blood falls like rain


Rip by rip I tear off my mask

Want by want I shed all my worry

Cry by cry I’ve forgotten my task

Why must I hurry?


Memory by memory you slip away

Thought by thought I go insane

Scream by scream you’ve nothing to say

You’re not the same


Life by life we all are here

Death by death turning to dust

Hope by hope you were never near

What’d you do with my trust?


Story by story we’re all the same

Love by love I’m letting you go

Rage by rage I’m so lame

There’s so much I’ll never know


Need by need you go away

Save by save I close my eyes

Tear by tear I kneel to pray

Don’t you know everyone dies?
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william,
william
called the fairy queen,
thy take me for your bride,

no said he,
i my heart is taken by somebody,
no scandal for me,

who she be,

the maiden is named charity,

then die will she,
said the fairy,
If i cant have you nor will she,

then he took he horse of brown,
and rode it all the way to town,

a man said hey,
its to bad she died today,

exuse me,
but who is she,

why don't you know?,
it's charity,
and mad went he,

he went home,
and with a knife,
gave both his wrists a slice,

a bleed did he,
and die did he,

and then he saw charity

In the hall,
an empty throne,
a golden throne,
a royal throne,
sit no one,
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What is love?
I think it's hard to explain
I believe it's the moisture,
In every drop of rain

It's the delicacy of glass,
And the toughness of leather
It is everything I am,
Everything I am never.

It's the brightness of a sunset
And the darkness that comes after
It's a child's first kiss
It's the dream of happily ever after.

If you look at the sun
And are blinded with sties
Then look past the sun,
To the stars in the sky

Can you reach them?
Can you hold them?
But are they just out of reach?
Then tell them to come down, so you can take a closer peek

If you could freeze time,
And the moment would hold true
Could I do it,
So that I can hold you?

I don't want to leave,
And I want you to stay
I know love is not a game
And I know it's not all play

But I've never been this baffled
Or amazed, or confused
Because I thought I was done for
And here to be used

But there you came
And you told me you love me?
So how do I respond?
Three words aren't enough

MY LOVE;
I just want to let you know
That everything seems darker in my eyes
But I can't tell myself that I don't love you
It's too hard to convince myself.
I'll love you in death.
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Forever..
As I lay here on the bloody floor,
The only thought I have is you,
you always promised me forever,
But instead you broke my heart in two,
I cried for you all those lonely nights,
But what good did it do?
My only hope was to make my pain go away,
And all because of you
I wanted to scream I Hate You!!
But no matter how hard I tried
I was still caged in my love for you,
I knew you thought I was worthless ,
But now I know that its true
So here Im lying on this crimson bloody kitchen floor
I cried.. Im still waiting for you
Forever you promised me..Forever you lied..





 
 
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