Every waking moment when I think of you I start to cry. I wish I would be in your arms again. You make my day each and every day when we talk. I cry when I see our photos we took together. The fact that in most of them you have your arms wrapped around me holding me tight and never wanting to let me go. You were there to save me and make sure I was safe from harm. You even made sure I was safe before we started dating. Its been over a month since our break up but I still long for you. The other day when I had an AMP energy drink and it made me think of the one we shared the night we told Jordawn we were dating. It brought a smile to my face. Everything is different now. Your leaving and I am standing still. I don't want you to leave. I still love you. I know you don't care about me. I just wish you did. You ment everything to me and still do. You remain in my head. Even liking someone new I can't move on. My cholocate cookie could tell you that. He knows I still love you. He was the first to know. It pissed him off. But when he gets back I will be his. I hope by then I am over you. I am so ******** sick of crying myself to sleep most nights because I am missing you way to much. Just please get off my mind. Tell me your not wroth my pain I am in and tell me to move on with my life. I think that's what I need to hear from you to be able to move on and be happy once again. I just wish it wasn't this way. I just wish we didn't break up.
 Evil_Baby_Tinker_Bell · Sat Jul 19, 2008 @ 09:26am · 1 Comments |
