ok so its just like the tittle says....its 6:13am now and i can't seem to fall asleep
i think its because i have too many things on my mind ya know
so i will now just type random things, just to see if thats what my brain needs.
i hate every thing....i want it all to end.
the constant stress the constant things to worry about....
i wish i could just escape it all for at least a few days, to let my brain cool down.
but i dont think that will ever happen......
the sad truth to it all, is that we all have problems that we cant seem to run from
no matter how much we want too.....
and trust me i want to i want to so bad....
just get away from it all, for a while just relax...
be a 13 year old girl for a while instead of an adult....
but sadly that will not be able to happen....i dont think it will ever happen.
so for now i have to just stick with it till i cant take it any longer and try to kill myself
.......it sucks i know...
and it is now 6:19am.......
i think its because i have too many things on my mind ya know
so i will now just type random things, just to see if thats what my brain needs.
i hate every thing....i want it all to end.
the constant stress the constant things to worry about....
i wish i could just escape it all for at least a few days, to let my brain cool down.
but i dont think that will ever happen......
the sad truth to it all, is that we all have problems that we cant seem to run from
no matter how much we want too.....
and trust me i want to i want to so bad....
just get away from it all, for a while just relax...
be a 13 year old girl for a while instead of an adult....
but sadly that will not be able to happen....i dont think it will ever happen.
so for now i have to just stick with it till i cant take it any longer and try to kill myself
.......it sucks i know...
and it is now 6:19am.......
