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why do I feel so empty why cant I breath this lump in my throat that wont seem to stop throbbing I let myself be happy I gave you my trust my heart was yours you wispered that you loved me, told me you wouldnt leave me told me not to doubt you, that your worst nightmare was that I would leave I allowed myself to think I was able to love again but I guess it was all a lie another betrayal another gash in my arm another tear down my chapped face back to this lethargic state of being back to self loathing as if I actually deserved you as if you actually loved me how do I tell you this when I still feel so much for you how do I continue to walk while tears are now blurring my view how can I breath when my insides are gone I dont want to let go so I cry holding onto these feelings and all I see is you, leaving me but I'm alive, I'm still alive all around me I feel the air is thick and all I can say is I'm sorry.... xXx-Nuala-xXx · Fri Aug 08, 2008 @ 12:16am · 0 Comments


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80% of all teens would go into a panic if the Jonas brothers were on a 1000 foot building about to jump.
Copy and paste this if you are one of the 20% who would scream "jump fags!!"

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