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It's what i think about it.
I'd be nice to see the old people that were my first friends in life.
Matthew, Hannah, Makailah, Gabriel, Valerie... Old days.
Oh and Hayden and the other nice people. ;] Not I didn't forget you.
I remember the first day I met them. Pretty weird. I hope that they still remember me.
But we all had a big ups and downs. Especially Makailah and Gabriel. </3
I tried to look for them, I did. The only one I found was Valerie.

If I run into those bitches that doubted me, made fun of me,
put me down, I'll ******** shove it in their damn ******** faces and show them wrong.
Including the people in higher elementary. The bigger retarded asses.
I know I was pretty bad then, in beginning elementary.
I was a joke to them. At least in JR high and HS their is people who
actually respected me. I was also a lesser person.
I can say something to those ********. :/ Seriously.
Don't lie to me when I know you are ******** lying.
Say it to my face retards.

I may not look like a 'good fighter' but I swear I will take your damn
eye balls out and leave you gasping for air. Truth.
Once I almost chocked my own cousin. With my hands around her throat, almost tightening.
Not ********' lie. i knew she didn't deserve it, i'm so sorry. what happened then.. the fighting.

That was totally off subject.

I want to do things like other teenagers. Take retarded pictures. Text our asses off.
Be able to walk the busy streets into a Toys R US.
But that doesn't make me, ME does it?
I have to wait for the biggest break of my life.
and when that happens, i know I will be falling once again.