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well nothing much happened today, and i skipped eating lunch, and sat alone, again,and im constantly thinking about the guy i like, i never have talked to him tho, he probably doesn't even kno me, he probably thinks im a freak. im a very quiet student and i rarly ever open up to people i wish it was still school, im bored out of my mind. i wish i had more friends, ones that would be nice to me, and talk to me alot, i don't have very many and at lunch i end up sitting at the "popular" table alone, its a bit scary, i hate lunch, i hate being alone, my friends are on a diferent team at my school, i just realized something even tho not much went on im still writing a lot, i guess this is like my journal, i need to talk to somebody i guess, i just wish i wasn't so lonly, im pretty shur if i dissapeared nobody at school would notice or care, except for my few friends on the other team, snowflakeangel90 , and a girl named tasha, are typically my only friends, other than them the only other 3 people that talk to me are pretty much acuantinses or class mates. so nobody would really care if i dissapeared. i feel like i don't even matter at school, people aren't very nice, so i don't think im ever gonna open up to people, ill just be the quiet lonly girl that nobody knows. i really don't care as long as tasha and snow are there for me, i can open up to them...........................................................................
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