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How could you..? Please. Tell me why, you are doing this to me. I did nothing, to deserve this, besides love you with all my heart. Sleepless nights, I've had. Awake. Tossing, turning, crying. Trying to figure out, what I did wrong. I can't stop loving you. But my heart, is shattering, slowly, painfully, each day you ignore me. Please, tell me why.. I actually may leave Gaia. It..reminds me of him I just wrote that poem. Dx It's for Jon of course. Basically, I just want to know why he is doing this to me.. Because I feel so bad. Feeling like it's all my fault.. He hates me.. Probably no longer loves me.. It. Hurts. </3

Posted by: - The Depp Effect - Wed Oct 05, 2005 @ 12:12am

Make me a sign, and I will be so happy. emotion_bigheart

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Kagome_the_Wonder
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Wed Oct 05, 2005 @ 12:27am

Dont you ever say anything like that ever again </3
i pray for you everynight now whit...
praying that your life will be better very soon
and i just cant help that your life is going down the drain if you hurt yourself
no one could live to forgive themselves.
so many people on here and in life really care about you.
seems like you just cant see any of that.
Dx
but i bet that things will change for you soon just dont be all droopy and all that.
every other word in your jounrals ive seen hate and i dont like it.
it hurts me to see you like this or any of my friends.
i pray that your life gets better making you turn around getting back on your feet.
there are other people that have it worse then you i hope you know that.
i hope you know that they try to make there life as good as they can to live on and pray everynight that something good will happen in there life.
that happened to a friend of mine anyway.
she was so droopy and all that s**t in your life that she wanted to do anything to get out of it.
and all my friends hated her from what she said.
when they DON'T and neither did i most of all i saw her everyday of my elemaentry life seeing her in such bad shape of her life taring her apart so i had to do something. but there was nothing i could beocs i wanted her to find out the answer. so she was all fixxed later off in life. her life got turned around and so will yours.
i hope you understand that not all things are easy most are hard and nothing can change that unless you DO something about it.
i really care about you whit... really.

~ash &/3

KiatsuReian
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Wed Oct 05, 2005 @ 10:43pm

Cal loves Whitcake mucho and wishes to see no more less than slash three's from his little Whitcake.

Jon probably will come back, maybe he's just having a PMS attack? D:
But don't focus on him, you got plenty of other lovars.

TeK-Tek
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Sat Oct 08, 2005 @ 12:28am

Don't leave!
Koh loooves you!
T.T

Torturing
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Mon Oct 10, 2005 @ 02:47am

A-a-ah...."young" love.

Dun' leave -_-!
We 'wuv you too.... 9.9

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