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Aikyan Disorder
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Paranoia isn't proportional
I've always thought of myself as a very paranoid person, but I've never felt like I did earlier today. I have no idea what inspired it either, but I simply felt an extremely strong sense of fear and paranoia after English class. That's 6th period, so I only had to sit through one more peroid feeling like that, and then outside for about half an hour waiting on my dad. The feeling, however, didn't leave until we were about half the way home. Really weird.
The only thing I can think of that would have inspired this is that I had informed the teacher about a group that had been talking about drugs. Hell, for all I know they weren't even serious about it, even if they sounded like it. But suddenly dragging me into the conversation by asking if I had done various drugs caught me completely off-guard.
For those of you who believe I am constantly on drugs, the only drugs I've ever had are for my alergies. Well, that and second-hand smoke, butI avoid that as much as if physically possible. Most people are around it more than I am. then again, if you believed I was on drugs before, you probably don't believe what I say now anyway. Oh well.
I have a weekend to do three essays, read two chapters, answer questionso n them, read another two chapters in a textbook, and take notes over those. However, it's more like two days considering I'm having a friend over to see Serenity on Sunday. Then that friend's gonna spend the night so we can continue the two games we can only play when we're together: Final fantasy: Crystal Chronicles and Tales of Symphonia. My sister'll probably try to drag us into some Four Swords as well, though. Suppose I can't complain too much.
Well, that's the daily report. Onward to homework!

Sheera: NEKO! Do that homework now!

I've already started. I'm like third of the way done. I'm just takinga short break.

Sheera: No excuses!

I've just thought of something people probably think is weird. I'm Neko_Sheera, and you're Sheera.

Sheera: Well, I'm Sheera Ishimyotu, and I'm the resident smart girl as well as one of Neko's characters. The second part of Neko's screenname actually comes from my-

Haha! Great. you can stop now. ^^;






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Nickolaous Tarasov
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commentCommented on: Mon Oct 10, 2005 @ 02:23am
That is very much why I do NOT miss grade school. College work may be harder, but you don't have it piled on you like that. And most of college work is just studying, nothing written (unless you're in an english class or history class). Or maybe I just have an easy semester right now...who knows. As for the drugs thing...yea, they can keep their talk. I usually avoid conversations like that or if I'm dragged in, I just tell them that I don't do anything and then go elsewhere. I have no knowledge on the subject, so why should I have to talk about it ^_^ I'm sorry that you were feeling paranoid and stuff though. I use to get scared all the time for no particular reason, I think it was all the people being around. Sometimes I'm too anti-social for my own good. But yea, hope you had a fun weekend with your friend over and stuff ^^


commentCommented on: Tue Oct 11, 2005 @ 11:30pm
Don't forget Neko. Sugar is a drug...to you that is. It's when you eat anything with sugar in it you get Mega-Super-Hyper. So don't do drugs......the bad drugs not the ones that save your life.......



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