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Sometimes I wanna say how I feel
but everyone says that
I just need to chill
but no one understands how I feel
I just can't lay around forever and just chill
I need to let it out
and I need to scream and shout
I feel like i'm abandoned
now alone with no one who cares
I feel like ive been replaced
I was kicked out
with someone now feeling that space
I feel forgotten
and nobody cares
not even my family
the ones I love and cher
but to me nobody cares
I sit alone in a chair
I want to tell why I feel alone
but everyone would just ignore me
just true some never really care
*sighs* to me it's ******** up
a little out of bounds
but I can't stop this pain
it's deepening within
it hurts so much this dark hole within
I feel it everyday so
I grab at my heart
hoping to stop the pain
flowing through my heart
which is killing me within