But today was nice. Nice weather!! For the 1st time in forever I walked out side in the morning and wasn't actually cold, and I just...was suddenly happy! Cuz of the nice weather...hehe...
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(And more people are talking to me....kinda....it's just weird....) Like this dude in Science (or if you want to get technical...Chem/Pyhs. xD)
And well today we were in the computer lab THING...and I sat at meh usual computer...and this dude sat next to meh. And like...he talked to meh alot. He was playing some weird game so he wasn't paying attention to what the teacher was saying so he kept asking me....I DUNNO OK! And I kept 'sneaking' on here...and he noticed so like...blah. And he's like...just he said he would make an account on here...lol. So yes...
********!!!!!! I wanna go run!!!! gonk Holy s**t. Such nice weather....but PEOPLE!! I FEAR them...I HATE them...I EAT them! (Especially babies!! Those are the best!!) I am a CANIBAL! [******** FEAR ME!!! (bitches) mrgreen hehehe.... *bangs head on desk* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! I'm seriously gonna go insane!!! burning_eyes ********. *SIGH* Ok....Maybe meh music will calm me down.... xp
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Several long minutes later....
Ya...OK....I was just thinking.... xp (No actually....my mind went crazy...and I wasn't even doing the thinking....O.o)
...Why do guys have to be such jerks? And so inconciderate? gonk
They suck. That's why it's so hard to find some one out there that is actually worthy...o.O They just toss ya to the side....and leave ya there stranded.
(Love is like a cruel, sick, seductive, abusive, b***h....and that's how alot of guys these days are....)
Ya...There are a lot of awesome guys out there...but sometimes hard to come by....
And one thing I hate....Is when a guy has ******** bad friends...and they influince him to be bad too....and BLAH. That's not who they really are but they are just doing what their 'friends' are doing...o.O
ARGH!! And I hate it when they are offered drugs but just say 'no' cuz their girlfriend is sitting next to them...!!!! (part of this is coming from me hating people...And right now I am really against guys...for one freaking reason...that will never(lie) be spoken!! gonk Ya know why? CUZ WHO GIVES A ********] Nothing seems to matter to anyone these days. No body cares for anything anymore!! Everything is just seem as worthless..... (ok...this might just be me....but I DON'T ******** KNOW!!!) scream OMJ!
(See what NOT running does to me!!!)
*snarls* God...I just went from happy...to a quick flash of sadness and now pissed....!
I know what your thinking...MOOD SWINGS!!! No...not nessesarly.... I just think to much. Mostly about good things....But sometimes bad s**t...and then I become enraged....
And I could really use a sword right now!! biggrin hehehe....*manical laugh*
I belong in a ******** mental facility for the love of god!! And it's probably best for the sake of others around meh....cuz who would really CARE if I was in some institute for freaks? Or...who would care if I was no longer ALIVE? hahaha....just saying.....Who would care? Ya say ya may care....but do you really? stare Ya...I'm so harsh on meh self.....
(All I need is love....cuz with out that....I hate life...and want to die... So love is all I need to keep me alive...ish...) Breaking my heart...would be like cutting off meh legs...enabling me to ever love again...and run again!! (And for that my dear....you would be sorry!!! evil twisted )
Now I apologize::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::(Sorry...sorry if my life is a lie....sorry for existing and complaining...sorry for being boring, and so silent, sorry for just always sitting there being annoying, and for who I am! Sorry if ya know me and ya can't deal with it...This is who I ******** am! I might be changable...but in very little way...Sorry...for everything I do...or even don't do!!! Again...sorry for existing!!! emo )
WELL...this has been a nice discusion with meh brain.... xp
Your probably thinking someone or something did something to me...to make to totaly go off like this....
well....ya know. It wouldn't matter! stare
well....ya know. It wouldn't matter! stare
OH YEA!!
By the way:
HUMANITY STILL SUCKS!!!!!!!! scream gonk
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