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Well, friends, please excuse my current behavior, and I'm NOT MAD AT ANY ONE, OK? I'm just upset.
My month has gone very bad indeed. I hope tomorrow's holiday would lighten me up. Some things have contributed to put me in this state.

On my birthday, I didn't get my usual cake from wal-mart or where-ever. I guess that's a really stupid thing to get upset over, seeing as some people don't even know when their birthday really is, or doesn't have a single meal to eat.

Well, animal cruelty is another. My friend, an animal lover, whom which I believe would never say, "It's just a starfish.", after the story told by our science teacher that she wanted to know if starfish really do regenerated their missing arms and so she did just that, cut off an arm. And the starfish didn't regenerate the arm back, and she let it go. She did it without the starfish's consent. Then my teacher said, "It was a sacrifice for science. "It's just a starfish." still rings in my head as well as, "A Sacrifice for science". I asked myself, and my friend, "What about,'It's just a human.'".

And another reason for my horrible mood.
You would think something would be funny, and you give it to your friends. They react differently. Your intentions were good, and it was just a joke. They didn't think it was that funny. Just goes to show how different we all are.

If you want some more...
I get blamed too much. Without word, or reason, I'm automatically asked,"What did you do?". It puts me in a fit. Couldn't you just say, "What happened?"

More...
I get scolded for the tiniest of things. Parents are involved. I shall say no more here.



I'm hurting all over, and I truely appreciate you taking the time to read about my problems. I try to be polite as best as I can, and the nicest friend as I ever can. One wish I would have for everyone in the world, would be to know that someone's dealing with something, be polite and nice, and think before you speak or do. I know I have made mistakes in my life, but if you think before you do, that could really make a difference even though it's hard to obey. It could ruin your entire life is you don't.

I thank you, once more, for taking the time to read this.