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A MUST READ IF YOU LIKE MY WRITING! I'm stopping. Just totally stopping. Not because I think I'm bad at it but because my writing doesn't do anything to anybody but make them worry about me. But honestly, i don't need anybody. I never have. Having my parents go do their drugs and drinking made me strong. Made me not care about what happend to me in life because if it happend it happend for a reason. I learned to accept everything that happend in my life, thats why i don't fight when things happen that i never planned to happen. I just let them happen and hope for the best. Does this make me suicidal? No it doesn't because I don't want to die. I've got one thing to live for but that one thing will keep me alive for forever. But that's why I'm stopping writing. People take it the wrong way. I'M NOT GOING TO COMMIT SUICIDE BECAUSE OF ANYTHING!! It's just not who I am. I write about suicide because I have a hope in me that someone will be able to relate to it and finally realize that somebody understands. I want to be there for people through my writing but that obviously did not happen so I dont see the point in continuing.

Posted by: spashleyluver13 Thu Dec 25, 2008 @ 04:29am

~To Write Love On Her Arms...
Renee's Story is now yours and mine~

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Commented on: Thu Dec 25, 2008 @ 04:43am


	surprised surprised surprised surprised surprised surprised surprised surprised surprised surprised surprised NOOOOOO I LOVE UR POETRY!!!!!!! crying

Commented on: Thu Dec 25, 2008 @ 05:45am


	no dont stop writing!!!! theres plenty of reasons why you shouldnt stop! want a few? here 1. many people love them, even if they worry about you 2. many people relate to them 3. a lot more poeple probably read them and dont comment, those are probably the ones who dont think your gonna commit suicide so basically all your hearing is the concern. 4. you love to write!!! i know how excited you were to be continuing your story and how much you wanted time to fly by just so you could get to it 5. writing probably is one of the things that helps you cope with your life anyways, it probably makes you feel great to basically get your feelings out and have them be heard, even if they arent exacly your feelings. 6. one day your writing may be the reason someone ends up reconsidering killing themselves, in other words they may decide to live just because you showed them there is a light there they just have to find it. like in your guardian story... isabella (i think that was her name, im pretty sure) was the main characters only light. but there was still some light right? theres so many other reasons why you shouldnt stop writing, but i think other people have some of those reasons too, so ill leave it to them to finish this list.

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Commented on: Thu Dec 25, 2008 @ 08:13pm


	i understand why u wanna stop but just like what u said in the last 2 sentences, u probably could help someone. if i had any of those problems that u ever wrote about i would might feel better since i have someone who understands me. i personally love ur writing. for people who think ur suicidal obviously dont no u or they could be just haters & trying to bring u down. i dont think u should stop but if u truely do feel that way then u should do what u wanna do

Commented on: Fri Dec 26, 2008 @ 02:57pm


	Well, i don't know exactly wat other ppl think, but i don't think you'd go suicide, and i think that by just talking to you. I thoroughly support any decision you make, but if you're stopping yourself from doing something you think you could help with, just because of what other ppl think, then I do not support it. Besides, they're worried because they care for you. Maybe you could just try to explain to everyone why you write about that stuff, and they won't think you are suicidal. If they don't stop, then take comfort in the fact that they care. Don't stop writing just because ppl don't understand your reasons for writing that stuff. Realizing you have so many ppl that care for you could bolster your courage to write more.

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Commented on: Sat Dec 27, 2008 @ 05:03am


	first of all, i completely agree with ronni. second, i love your writing. i thing that it hits somewhere inside, for many people. your story, would be one of the best ive ever read. you hear the concern, because thats all people say. but those people are the ones who love you. third, DONT!! i would miss your writing... fourth, i understand. fifth, it is, overall, your choice. and if people try to disagree and try to completely change your mind, then they dont respect you. sixth, im not going to try to change your mind. i respect your decision. seventh, who would think youre suicidal?! i know your not, youre one of the brightest people i know. youre really smart, and happy, despite the hard times in your life. ... i think im done. ...

Commented on: Fri Jan 02, 2009 @ 06:10pm

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Commented on: Tue Jan 06, 2009 @ 01:38am


	NOOO!! UR WRITING IZ AWESOME!! IT MEANS A LOT!! IT ALWAYS TOUCHS MY HEART!! ♥

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