I guess New Year isn't all that bad when I'm in a good mood. Some of the things I said still apply, but I shouldn't be so bitchy about it. Let people have fun and celebrate the birthday of our world... Atleast that's how I interpret it. It's not everyone's fault that I'm alone... And I realize that I won't always be alone like this -- Atleast, I hope I won't. The new year just means a new start for me and Shayne. This year will be the best that a girl could ever promise to her lover -- for real this time. I realize I get bitter when I miss you and I shouldn't... I should revel in the happy times we spend together, not make those moments worse. Thank you for giving me happiness this night. I'm sorry I trouble you when I am unhappy or unexceptionally in a bad mood.
And to everyone else... I hope you have as good a new year as I'm wishing for.
Happy New Year! 2009 here we come!<333
MarionetteOfShadows · Thu Jan 01, 2009 @ 01:25am · 0 Comments |