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A smile upon your face makes me fill with joy seeing you untouched by this harsh cruel world. I look around to see only fake smiles on these people’s faces saying there happy but inside they just can’t take it. People have no desire to live in this world it is so sad too just see a person look at a hobo on the street asking for money and just say, “Ha-ha they’re so nasty, disgusting, and stupid”, and laugh just for there pity making them feel even worse but to them it’s there only way to just try and survive on this earth. But if you were to be in the other persons shoes they’d probably be doing the same thing you were. It just shows how people can be so selfish, ignorant, and simple minded. It makes me laugh at just how people can be, but surely there is no good life in this world. Just more and more stuff to deal with from other people’s bull too just being something different which somehow people think is wrong. They just want everyone to be the same and if someone doesn’t go along with that sameness then the normal people just push them to the side and see them as crazy, or weird. It’s just a never ending cycle until you realize you’re on your death bed thinking about your old times thinking about the time you wasted on other people and how you could’ve done something different then just be the bully, and all that time is something you can never get back, and the regret of how you made the person feel back then, just showing you that you were the pitiful one all along.