I'd really like to go. But do the pros outweigh the cons? is it worth it? will i regret going? will i regret not going? i'm gonna keep a list here of my pros and cons, and i guess you could tell me what you think i should do...but this is for me. not for you.
Pros: I would get to see my Uncle Mike and Aunt Nicole. Away from my father. Get paid a bit to work at Mike's Place (my Uncle's Pizzaria) and babysit. Learn to make awesome pizza. maybe learn to not suck at cooking. (pff, yeah right. i can hope though, right? xD) See the new Mike's Place! Ditch stupid family functions and the long, hot car trips asociated with them. Maybe see Mike and Michelle (?) (my older, fairly awesome cousins) get to sleep on michelle's epicly comftorable spare bed! lower sales tax! :'D take days trips to myrtle beach/the beach. :'D maybe make some new friends? pizzaria work experiance. great food. all the time. i love my aunts cooking and my uncle makes awesome pizza. ;D free pizza, all the time. god, i'll get so fat.
Cons: Have to babysit Jody and Julia. (younger, annoying-as-all-hell cousins) Have to see jody and julia. Have to go to church and say grace at meals and stuff. (My family is very religious.) Have to drink a million gallons of milk. all the time. white skim milk. every meal. ick. have to share a room with julia. away from my roxiebabe and my anniehon. :[ miss the awesome members of my family. MISS MY AWESOME, AWESME FRIENDS. D: ******** internet. southern accents. 'ain't' and 'ya'll' and slow speaking. four words. Small southern christian town. the heat. oh god, the heat. have i mentioned how much i'd miss you guys? all the kids my aunt says that i'd 'love' even though there'd probably some mutual dislike. southern, christian kids? i'm not too sure. :33 no friends. miss wrock concerts. miss hanging out with friends. all the parties and going to the park and the inside jokes and the sleepovers. i'd have to pack. i hate packing. fly on a plane by myself. no summer drivers ed. no proper summer job besides mikes place. can't just be like oh, hire me now, but i'm leaving in a week for oh, a month or so. no ceder point? very few new or old books. bags can only hold so much. lonliness. it's hard to be comftorable holding parts of a mask for a month. limited singing. i'll probably step in red ant hills. multiple times. because i'd definatly do that. no karate for about a month and a half (i'd be too busy packing/seeing people before and after to go. :33) so i' have to find some other way to keep in shape. have to limit my cussing. NO WOLFSTAR. my aunt knows her way around the computer. i'd have to get souvinears for everyone. very small no privicy house. four more words. julia the mother hen. if i make friends i'll have to leave them and i hate leaving friends. i hate goodbyes. and then i'd want to go back next summer or something. i'd grow a lot closer with my aunt and uncle, and that would be hard, because i can only see them twice a year, at most. myspace can only do so much. :/ i don't want to be forgotten. or lose closness with you guys. and what if we change? a month is a long time, and i don't want to lose anything. anyone. you're all precious. it's my last summer with some of you. i don't want to miss a second of it.
i'll probably add to this. but i have to decide, like soon, and i don't know. i want to go. i want to stay. i'd love it. i'd hate it. i don't know what i want.
[.Ichigo-Chan.] · Mon Jan 19, 2009 @ 04:51am · 1 Comments |