A simple confessional.
I am not to be trusted, its not like anyone trusts me as it is. I am not a person to confide in, its not like anyone does that as it is. I am not a person to care about. I am a liar. I am a cheat. I am what people say about me behind my back. (I have ways of finding out.)
I'm actually in a mellow mood right now, but looking back on everything I realized that I am these things. I've always given myself too much credit. I speak too freely online since a smile line of code is the only then I truly have to confide in.
Since everyone is having their own little drama fests, that leaves no room for me feeling like I am an outcast. In a way I'm being outcased for how I feel. So you know what, I'm tired. Especially with people who come to me and then say they cannot trust me. Then don't come to me if I am not to be trusted. Don't say things about me only to appease someone else, because they can shove their head straight up their a**.
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