I did it and I have to say that it felt great! Chase may never speak to me agian, but I am glad that I did it. Bobby was so.. understanding... Ok at first he was scared and there was moment I thought.. "Kitty you are so stupied! If you want to live, run!" and I almost did too. But as I stood there infront of the fire trying to deside what direction to run he... he suprised me. He understood. For the frist time in 7 years I told some one my deepest most personal secret the one that only Chase knows and he understood. He didn't look at me with that lothing hate filled look. He didn't cure at me and call me a freak or threaten me or anything. He just understood, and then he to me in his arms and just held me. He held me so tight and yet so gently. For the first time since... well in a very long time that is... someone understood who I am and still cared. And to think I was worried that if I told him I would never see him again. I am so glad I did so very glad.
*the bottom of the page was discolored from tear drops.*
Kitty
 Chase Kayol · Tue Nov 08, 2005 @ 02:38am · 0 Comments |
