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This is something that I thought about for my RPC with him being all alone and that he might not be in control of his destiny and that he will be alone forever, untill one day he looks up at a cloud and starts to think........


As Ike sat down on a rock beside the river and looked up to the sky to see a beautiful cloud on the horizon.

As he watched it floating above he started to think about his life and how being a werewolf has changed everything, if he wasnt attacked by a werewolf all those many long years ago he would have already passed away from old age, but he would have had a life with someone he truly loved and would have had a nice quite life and most likey would have had children and then grandchildren, so many people that would have loved him..... takin away from him after he himself became a werewolf...... an amazing creature and yet an uncontrolable one when the blood moon is high in the sky where all humanity is stripped away and only the feral beast remains, more powerful, uncontrolable, this is the part he hated about himself..... the part that would not let him be with anyone, in fear of their saftey.....their lives...... and for this he knows that he will always be alone and never be able to love anyone.......

As Ike continued to watch the cloud high above he says "just like a cloud, I appear stationary to people but in reality I am always on the move, never staying in one place, never stopping, watching all the people below...... and like a cloud I have a dark side, an inner storm when the conditions are right, always uncontrolable........ never in control of my destiny" he lowers his head a bit but a minute later he looks back up to the same cloud but notice it has changed and has become a new shape. Realizing this he starts to think about how the cloud changed and says ".....if that cloud can change then maybe I might have a chance......to change my destiny...... to not be alone" as he thought about it still watching the cloud he started to grin knowing that he is in control of his destiny......that he can change it for the better......