Dear Diary,
I am delusional. Although one would hope that I would be filling these pages with reminiscing about the last few days without Raito, I cannot afford that luxury now. Because writing does in fact help me think, I have decided that I will be trying my best to be planning in this journal exactly what it is that I shall do.
A press conference poses as a great threat to our relationship. I am sure that one of the officers that helped arrest Higuchi leaked the information. The news report are keeping their sources confidential and because the Task Force has been neglecting to keep track of what is being shown on the news, we missed the commotion. Anchors that have been subtly anti-Kira have suddenly been vocalizing their beliefs with this new information. The public sees that Kira is not killing off these people, but instead 'letting' them live. A person is smart, but people are stupid. I fear that if we allow this slip to go unaddressed then Kira's supporters would rise up and potentially beg for their 'savior' to come back. Violence should be avoided at all costs. Even though Kira is just now rising to the height equal to that of the Dalai Lama, his sudden disappearance is causing unrest.
Selfish creature that I am, I have decided that to best protect my Raito, we must use Higuchi as a scapegoat to escape the prodding eyes of the government and public media. His death should cover up the disappearance of Kira's works as of late and ease the supporters.
I spoke with Shinigami Rem regarding this issue of destroying the Death Note. According to the information that I have gathered, destroying the Death Note will not cause the people in the Task Force to die. I suppose she only told me this because Raito gave her the okay when she glanced in his direction.
It is so difficult to write things down in this journal. I cannot focus. Now that I am focusing on what I had constantly grasping at my mind earlier, fleeting thoughts of Raito will not leave me. His form is so quiet and exhausted... I only wish that he could fall asleep. Insomnia is not something he should be developing, especially if it is because of the current state of things.
There is not much else that I can say that this moment other than I want nothing but to protect him.
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 minikimii · Thu Mar 05, 2009 @ 02:53am · 0 Comments |
