While the world spins on the only 2 axis it has, thoughts remain to be unsaid
I want to tell how I feel, but, the words only come out in quiet mumbles
Every reality I’ve been in. Every thought I’ve had, I can’t escape
Slowly the pressure is building up, till I cannot take it anymore
To breathe in a world where it is can kill you; my lungs are becoming weak with every breath
I just can’t seem to figure out why so many problems are to hard to forget
Looking at them closely, they can’t tell anymore stories
Everyday opens a new world that I’ve never been to
From every now and then, new lies open up and are getting harder to break
I don’t want to fight back the feelings I have
With every look and every smile, you make me fall farther
I’m trying to take back every thought I’ve experienced about that one person
Why can’t life be a breeze?
Everything would be so much better and easier
Slowly while the world turns, my life turns upside down and it seems like I cannot think
Before you know it, you can take a blow to the heart
A With all the troubles going on, everyone still has something to hang on to
blow so deep, just like a heart attack
A suspecting victim can receive the bad news at anytime
Something so deep and strong, everything can change
The heart stops within a blink of an eye
Blood stops and freezes in an instant
Everything can/could change
People need to get out of their realities into a world that doesn’t exist, just to relax
So the lives that take away your breath can live, what do you live for?
Making you take that risk cannot be the only choice
Seeing how many times, how many breaths that I haven’t taken, I need to open up and patch up the scars that are still burning
I can’t all the pain I’ve been delt, so, I always run away and hide in the
corner of the darkest walls of the darkest rooms
My eyes turn into a grey, I want to run, but knowing that if I do, the emotions I’m feeling, will just chase me, until I give up.
