yah, my last entry was full of anger...
but i've simmered down a little.
no matter what happened between us, this word will always exist: "us."
MESSAGE TO ALL YOU GUYS:
I'm not searching... I wanna be discovered!
Weird thought eh?
And sorry for all the guys I've rejected... I'm just not in the certain aura right now. I wanna be prepared next time... which will be a long while! So don't wait, friends!
MESSAGE TO NEE-CHAN
nee-chan, even though we couldn't last... i hope our next relationships will.
i would never forget all the times we smile together... and the few times we cried together. i would always miss the "u" in the nunnie i said yes to. but i will always care about the nunnie today. nee-chan... i was hurted so bad...
i don't think anything sally told ya about her heart breaks could be as bad as my story. everyone has their share of pain... each worse then the next.
no matter what happens to us, it'll always make am impact on our hearts when we see each other... even the smallest trigger... you would never be erased from my memories. so smile k? and be happy around each other. me knowing that you're fine, will make me fine. and eat everyday, i know since yur a guy you're insurance is more, but doesn't mean you have to starve yourself, k? what's the use of driving if you're too weak to hold the handle?
stay healthy, be happy, if not for u than for me, k?
and ya promised to tell me who the special girl is when you found her k?
and i promise i'll introduce the new man in my life to you personally, i have no shame in all the guys i will date in the past or in the future.
nee-chan... i have no more words...
maru-chan Community Member 
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