How do I get by? How do I live?
I struggle.
Sometimes It seems like I'm looking through a glass pane vewing life like a movie or show. Everyone in life has plays their role or roles if they have more than one, some people mess up and life is full of bloopers.
"A lifetime Struggle with evil, not a life of evil"
Ted Dekker THR3E
So I struggle with evil just like everyone else I guess, life is a struggle.
I do nopt understand what I do....It is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me....For what I do is not the good I want to do;no, the evil I do not want to do--this I keep on doing....I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me....I delight in gods law; but I see another law at work in the member of my body, waginf war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin. I myself in my mind am a slave to Gods law, but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.
From a ltter written by Saint Paul to the church in Rome, A.D. 57. Romans 7:15-25
We all live by sins law, but I suppose that goes pretty much against Gods law but we all live by it. Why? Because we are human the imperfect beings.
