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How do you feel? Do you think that you're relieved? In all actuality, b***h your crazy. Might as well turn psycho. Was it all a big lie? Was it attention getting, even if you promised yourself not to tell? Maybe you're dying from the inside- out. You and your pretend feelings are sick. Stop your bullshitting. No you say? Cry wolf go ahead. They are just playing along. No one loves you. No one will ever love you, now. They don't want to hear you go on and on and on. Behind it all, all will be forgotten. It's not serious honey. WAKE UP! It's not you, it's me... Ok maybe it is you. Ah, this eye rolling conversation. Your sweet sweet innocence and your sweet modesty. Everything is going to burst your bubble and there will be a mess that will need to be cleaned up. (Don't) Cry back to that make believe world and shut your face. Don't you wonder who is writing this? For a fact I am your Doubt, and one thing is for certain... get out of this misery. Get out of this nightmare called a dream. Get the ******** up and open your eyes because there are people waiting for the real you.


My depressing moment. Dx and reassurance.
My not-so-really self. blah...