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You know what I hate?
Looking back.. I hate it.
I'm 26 with the maturity of a 17 year old, I haven't grown up since I had my oldest son, but anyway.. not the point.
Mental issues ftw?.. eh means I get to enjoy anime longer ahahaha. No seriously apparently I do. It's just something I've heard about.. I'll write about it later.. I don't actually know if I do or not though =/
I'm reading and learning more than I ever have. I didn't care about education when I was younger.. and why would I?
I had alcohol to drink, drugs to take and boys to.. well you get the point, I'm not ashamed to admit I had a few boyfriends.. hell I was damn hot you would have too if you were me.
WAY off point.. lets get back on the rail shall we?
Point being.. I didn't give a damn about learning. I didn't think I'd amount to anything anyway.. but now:
I'm 26 and dyyyyying to get off the computer and get my business running. Sounds good huh?
Yeah.. I have 0 confidence and 0 business.. thingy skills.
I finished top of my class, I'm the most thorough beautician this side of the equator (according to Sally (my teacher)) I mean even she is pushing me to get my business going.
Ok fine.. well I need to name it. I'm thinking about going with Luscious.
Why? I just love the word, the meaning and it's also the name of my blade on flyff lol.
I need to advertise, that's easy enough.. I need to get a waxing table.
ehh not so easy those things are $200, if I lived..well not with my parents (shameshameshame) I'd buy a fixed one and wax people from my home but as it is that isn't going to happen so I need to travel and wax them at their place.
Ergo.. fixed leg waxing table = no good, I need one that collapses... I think it'd look a bit strange driving around with one strapped to the top of my 1989 Subaru L wagon right? -Make journal entry about car later-
Now for the kicker. I don't think I can handle running a business.. and study (I'm doing cert IV in Massage Therapy in June) and being a mum. Ahhh who am I kidding? I just don't think that I'll be any good. Stupid confidence. (yeah well maybe if my bf stopped calling me fat every ******** day and saying things about...... yeah nvm. Point is if he keeps that s**t up he's going to be minus one girlfriend -.-)
So I'm thinking about taking some small business courses as well as ******** thrilling as that will be ;>.>
So this year I have to get...
June - Massage Therapy Cert IV ($4000)
Aug - Sept: Kids go to their sperm donor's house ($1000)
Sept - Oct: Move out of parents house ($2000)
Nov - Feb: Boyfriend comes over from America ($3000)
Okaaay this isn't going to work.. I only get 18,000 a year lmao.
I am Nara, I am SAGITTARIUS! I have luck. No seriously I do.. things always just seem to work out for me. Rub mah tummeh you may get lucky too.
.. ok I didn't mean that how it sounded.
And now for your listening enjoyment here is my most recently addicting song:
Come on Come on by Little Birdy.
I got someone on the left of my left side
I got cigarette on cigarette mindful
I got foolish so i took him on home i said ooo oo
You don't need me don't tell me you want me
I i'm over it
You can't have it and that's why you want it
I i'm over it
Baby if you and me aren't trying
I can't see the point
Come on come on
Baby if you and me aren't trying
I can't see the point
Come on come on
I got exorcist on my morning station
A foolish mind giving me my own halo
I am tempted into your living room
I said ooo ooo oo
You don't need me don't tell me you want me
I i'm over it
You can't have it and that's why you want it
I i'm over it
Baby if you and me aren't trying
I can't see the point
Come on come on
Baby if you and me aren't trying
I can't see the point
Come on come on
Coz you and me are holdin'
You and me are holding on
But if time alone, aches and bruises this heart of mine
I will place my weary head and sleep alone
Baby if you and me aren't trying
I can't see the point
Come on come on
Baby if you and me aren't trying
I can't see the point
Come on come on.
 Valixrae · Fri Mar 27, 2009 @ 01:12pm · 0 Comments |
