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Gen's death the next day

I don't even remember how I got home, everything from the point I picked up the knife to when I woke up the next morning was wiped from my mind. But the weird thing is when the hole thing happened I felt like I wasn't even there. I thought the hole thing was a dream, I wished it was a dream, I pray to god to have it be a bad dream, but the bloody blade lay on my chest as I woke the evil morning after the event. Sam laid on my bedroom floor as still as stone I thought I might have killed her to. So I dropped down off my bed and shook her awake. She woke up scared and lost then she look at me then at the knife that now lay on the floor. For the longest time all we did was just look at each other with cold dead, glazed eyes.
Finally the silence was broken by the ringing of my front door. I had forgotten that my parents were away and that we were alone. I got to my feet and ran my fingers through my hair I walked to the door as the bell keep ringing, I looked down to realize that I was in my pj's and my top had blood all over I quickly ran back and put on a clean t-shirt. I ran to the front and opened it. Chris Manson stood in front of me crying.