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Parents oh how they may try awfully hard 2 b cool bout thngs. im not sure 2 tell my parents bout my 17 yr old BF. im scard tht after i tell them ill hav 2 tell evrythng else theyll b stalkin like hawks tryin 2 fill n those blanks tht r empty n ther mind database bout me. or evn worse try 2 warn me bout sex 4 the thousand time but this time wud b worse. theyd talk 2 him 2. its like i kno im not grown but i kno evrythng they thnk i dont kno. i kno thngs tht they dont kno. its like wud they find out later anyway. how do u tell a parent i kno all bout sex and o by the way i got fngrd on Tues. o yeah he grabs me close. Its way betta 2 hide but wen its time 2 go 2 the doctor how do u say I WANT MY MOM out of the room, wen u jus lied 2 evry question they askd wen she wuz ther like do u hav a BF, r u sexually activ, and then a tricky repeat hav u evr had sex wit n.e.one, and then giv u c's jus n case expectin u 2 say o yeah im goin 2 need sum extra this weekend now i dont hav 2 go 2 the store or ask my bestfriend.come on now u want me 2 honestly tell u n front of my mom, come on how many 15 yr olds talk 2 ther parents on the reg bout anythng. i gues until they do a pap and find out i lied it will b a secret.