i miss u so much. im so in love with u. please love me back. i dont know why but my heart skips a beat everytime i see u. please dont ignore me, acknowledge me. dont walk past me, dont forget me. even if u do hate me, notice me so i can still go on. please dont let me die that way. not ever. besides u made a promise to me, u said u'll never let me go no matter wat. now there's darkness inside my heart. u betrayed me with another lover. she ran and never saw u again, but me. i just stood there and watched u. tears filling my eyes, i can barely breath. u broke ur promise and now u broke my heart. as soon as u come near me, i begin to run. i run as fast as i can. ur still running after me. i tell u to leave me alone. that i never want to see u again, I HATE U. finally, i get tired of running and stop. i turn around and i see u still running. running straight towards me. u say ur sorry, that its not wat u think. i just dont want to hear it. how can i trust u. ur mouth and her's was one. her arms were around u. i saw everything and u broke my heart to so many pieces that i can never fix it without some help. u grab me by the shoulders and shake me till i finally look at u. i thought u loved me, u said i was ur heart and u were mine. the woman that was there, she wasnt nobody but an ex-gf. she thought she could win u back, but it didnt work. I LOVE U LUNA, ur the only one for me. thats wat u said, and i could feel u shaking. i heard ur heart beating so fast i thought it would explode. when i looked into ur eyes i realize that ur crying too. u dont want me to go. my heart begins to beat as fast as ur own. then without thinking, i reach up on my tippy-toes and let my lips feel ur lips. i embrace u with my arms around u. u wrap ur arms around me. it felt so right, but ur ex-gf came back with a gun. she fired 3 shots. all of them hit, but not me. u let urself become a shield for me. blood gushes out of ur wounds. u tell me that u love me one last time, then u just look at me with sad eyes and a sad smile. u keep on doing that after ur heart stops. then i finally know that ur dead. u died in my arms, ur blood stained my soul. u died to save me. i just want u to know that im madly in love with u even though its too late, because u cant hear me, feel me, or speak to me. ur gone..... FOREVER
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