Wow my life sucks more than i relized...
During French today i made a list of all the good things that happened in my life and all the bad things...
Good~ list of 5 things
Bad~ list of 16 things
Suckish life right there...
And im kinda pissed at my two BFF's ...
BFF's should never ask each other out. It never works out well...
1 thing I'm happy about is what BFF#1 said (boy~Matt)
"I tried to imagine myself with everyone but you were the easiest to picture myself with"
He's such a nice kid...Even though hes made me sad like 4 times in my life...but i can't beleive I forgave him every time...
And everyone thinks I'm jelous of my BFF Katie..but I'm not at all! Because I used to like Matt. Then I got over him, but people still think I like him, but this is a lie.
I'm kinda mad at myself too. Because Katie asked me if she should and i couldve easily said no, don't...but I told her she should. And literlly the second they started going otu i regretted saying it. All hell broke lose from this little tiny couple.
And somehow in the mist of this my other BFF Emily, got asked out by this kid (who most hate and think he looks like a gay smurf) But she had liked him. So they're going out.
And in the other mist of this (is that grammatically correct?) Katie dared one of the kids I liked to date me. I kinda got pissed at her (ecspecially because I had to get this knowledge from my BFF Annika instead of her) So the kid said something like (I'm not entirely sure) Yeah sure..Then Katie said "Like for a few days?" ,and hes like "Yeah"
So I'm not even sure.
Crazy stuff here at NAMS... (school abbreviation)
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