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AHHHH!!! I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!
the worlds seems so wrong!..my friend is like in love with some jerk that i can never forgive!I cant sleep!I dream of myself dead with an arrow directly on my chest!i dont know who did that to me but whatever!
!sad lyrics come out of my head when it rains!some people try their best to help me with my misery but they're not doing a good job!i cant get things back to way they were and I'm sick of trying to!

I feel nothing,i give no mercy,i take revenge!what the HELL is happening to me?!...if people change..i change too..i dont care if i change for the good or bad,'coz some people dont care either!!!
I hate my self!I'm starting to hate my friend!

I put on a fake smile so that no one would notice that i'm not feeling that good...so that they wont be affected with my sadness!
I dont even know what i would do in school...only that i'm gonna get my grades up...before anyone could take my place in the honors!


I'll just pray for the best,and hope that some miracle will happen!