Why are relationships so hard? I know it's supposed to be easy but damn....somehow everything becomes rocket science when I try to care about someone. xp I get so many doubts in my mind.....and they aren't silly doubts either. All the fears I get are all very possible. But when a relationship does go to hell, I don't know if it is because I ruined things by having these fears or if the outcome was going to happen no matter what I was thinking.
Worst part is when you have a fear that you will lose the person. you even imagine how it will all unfold and then...when an obvious hint shows it's ugly self and you realize you're little fear might actually come true....there this awful feeling inside you. Or maybe it's just me. But...it's like reliving a nightmare and worst part is...I'm reliving it and I can't remember one thing from the past that could possibly help now. I'm stuck in the painful cycle and there isn't a thing I can do about it. It's ridiculous. -sigh-
Anyway...I'll stop bitching. It's best to keep my thoughts to myself after all. ^___^ Only I know the true situation....byes now whoever reads this^.^v
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Aiko Tori Evee Himeno Sagara AKA Hatred Kitten
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You're fears are normal from what I've seen.
I wish you luck though. I'm sure you'd make someone extremely happy^^
are you leaving again?